Joel was feeling that battle all people feel aster being transformed. He was no different in this than others even Danielle who was a male human. She was taunted into eating out a satyress' cunt and therefore lost her individual humanity for the satyr community good.
It was now Joel's turn with his change of form to find in this strange sex orientated place, his own part in the greater good.
You and I can not have a common base of reference since we have never yet been placed to feel, and knowing then the radical difference coming from a beastial sensing of life.
WE walk upright but Joel now walks only on all fours. We have hands, a soft tissue which grants us a dexterity unknown to hooved animals. We, humans can touch, feel, and carress with our hands. Not so Joel as a goat!
Then too we are held into check by society and its pattern of thought as to what is considered proper. Joel has none of those consideration now, he does and acts as per his naked will. Naked to the world is Joel but does he care or have any reason to care if any around him watch what he does, no not a care!
Joel has become to us and to himself just the physical form of some male animal. He is now nothing more than some lusting creature filled with a inner resolve to mount, fuck, and relieve his passion.
Once this instictive life pattern has been accepted by those changed there is not any possible return to a life of moral humanity. As in the old world sayings, "You can't make a silk purse from a sow's ear" once moral lifestyle is given up and the social bars removed, dare tell who could go back to that strict pattern of living?
This was no doubt part of the warring thoughts working one against the other in Joel's mind.
It was then his personal joy to remain with Shanna, Alexis, Amy, and Danielle.