Something is definitely wrong with me! Yesterday Susan came home, we made a romantic dinner and a romantic evening. Or at least this was the plan… All the week I had an erection in the most awkward moments, but last night I couldn’t get hard. All during the dinner, after during the wine, later when we kissed on the couch, when we went to the bedroom my penis was flaccid. I tried everything to slow things down, but at a point Susan started to undress me. She removed my shirt, and started to rub me, when she mentioned how bristly my arms and chest are. I take look to my left arm, and I saw stubbly hairs growing there, and I was about to tell that I shaved there, when finally I had my erection. When she pulled down my pants, I could see that my legs are covered in stubble and I became more harder than ever. Finally, I had the opportunity to fuck, and I fucked her hard. But something was wrong. At the point of ejaculation, I closed my eyes, and Brandon’s bristly stubbled face appeared in my mind…
Susan felt asleep as soon as we finished. But I couldn’t sleep at all. I was thinking all night, but I don’t know what happened yesterday night. Finally I feel tired. Since it’s Saturday, I can sleep all morning. I think this day I will think a lot. Oh shit… my armhair grew back totally, and I’m hard again. I will write in the evening again.
In the afternoon Susan went out so I stayed at home alone, and I had time to check things. I’ve read all my previous notes, and something caught my attention. In every entry of my diary, I mentioned hairy guys, and most time I described their hairiness. What’s more, each time when I read about a guy’s body hair description, I became harder and more excited. And according to my notes, I usually became horny when I saw body hair. At the point when I’ve read about the guys in the gym (October 30, 2019), I became so horny, that I couldn’t resist anymore, and I shot my load into my trousers. Is it possible to turn gay suddenly? I cleaned myself, and went out for a walk, and when I came back, I sat back to the computer. I needed to check again. First I was thinking about Susan and her naked body… nothing. I opened a web browser, and I checked my favorite porn videos and looked after my favorite playboy girls… Still nothing. Then I typed ‘hairy man’, and checked. Shit, I was right. I became hard again as soon as I watched pictures of hairy guys. I checked the girls again, and I became flaccid. I started to panic… What the fuck is happening to me? Is it an effect of the protein powder? And what about my hair growth? It’s stopped for today, I mean all I’ve shaved off grew back, but there was no new development. I think I will need to ask it from Mike tomorrow. I’m horny again as I typed Mike’s name, I can’t wait to see his hairy hands again… Shit, why do I think like this?!