Almost freaking out you quickly stop walking and kneel down to untie the boots. If you can just get them and the socks off maybe the changes will go back, you cant be stuck like this, cant let this be permanent. One shoe untied and loose you try to take it off but it wont budge..... crap..... you start to pull on the heel hoping its just stuck but still it wont move. Maybe your feet are swollen? You push down the sock to reveal more soft light brown skin like all over your body, irritated at your breasts hanging the way. Trying to pull your foot of the socks and boots, your dainty stupid fingers slip with sweat and you fall on your well cushioned ass.
Suddenly the door open up and Espinoza walks in and towards you while shaking her head on dissapointment. She reaches out a sympathetic hand to help you up.
Hesitantly you take it afraid she is going to trick you somehow like she already did. Halfway up you ask, "will you help me back..... please I'm sorry".
She nods and pulls you into a hug scaring the crap out of you. Your frozen solid as she whispers in your ear, "yes Maria".
Your eyes go wide for a second as you feel a wave of memories crush you into a small corner of your mind as an observer. You can see separate memories from yours of a girl Maria Espinoza and her big sister Layna. Of growing up, her first period, first date, first heartbreak, etc. All blooming up and growing from nowhere. Then without any input from you, your eyes water, and you hug Layna back harder, your body sobbing. What the FUCK you think.... I didn't do that? Where did all these memories come from?
"Lo ciento mi hermana", your mouth says with trembling lips. Why did you say that? You DIDNT SAY THAT.
Layna let's go and pushes you to arms length, "it's ok sis, dont apologize. Your just not ready to join the team and that's ok!!! You know mom needs help at the house with the domestic chores and plus you were planning on having a baby ever since we were little girls. You dont want to give that up to join this team and it's probably why you quit when you were almost finished".
As soon as she said that new memories of wanting a baby, excitement that you could have one without the risk of rape, or STDs higher when the New Order was established. Plus Layna had just recently said they might be ready for human testing as soon as a few more subjects were tested first. They weren't your memories but Maria's. You couldn't stop them, couldnt fight them, couldnt control your body or your voice, could only feel and hear and taste when Maria licked her lips and got a few tears on her tongue... your tongue... what WAS your tongue.
"Si, mi hermana..... yes its true, your right like always. I'll head home and oh!!! Mi ropa, I need my clothes haha". You giggle out as Layna only pulls you tighter sharing a laugh deeper than Maria's who is now in control of your body. You know she is laughing because your locked inside this body that thinks it's her sister.... and you hate her more than ever. Not knowing if you will ever get control back, just like your sister to always.... you almost slipped. She isnt your sister and If your not careful Maria's ever expanding memories might just become your own.