I don't know what's happening to me. I don't know how to explain it. I just. Let me start for the beginning. I moved in with my dad last month because my mom moved across the country and I wanted to stay in my high school. I'm a senior and didn't want to start over at a new school for only one year. And even though I'm 18 I look really young, like really underdeveloped. I've never even... you know... touched myself before and I've only been here for like a month and maybe it's my hormones or what ever, or what dad's been feeding me but I feel different. I grew, I gained a bit of weight, and I think I'm getting a bit of a mustache. Nothing's changed except what I've been eating and drinking. I'm vegan but dad got this new grill so he's been making us steak dinners every night and it's the only thing in the house. Dad's a real man's man. He's a cliche ex-football player that let himself go, long beard, big beer gut, never wears a shirt, hirsute. I don't know what's happening.
Like is this just hormones or maybe I'm just seeing things that aren't there? I've been really tired maybe I need more sleep?