It was an uneventful ride home in which Leah hardly stirred save for periodically rousing herself to vigorously suckle her pacifier. It was actually adorable for Tina to see.
Tina had always wanted her own baby, but hadn’t married till now and though she recently tried to get pregnant, it had failed.
Tina pulled into the garage and unsnapped Leah from her car seat. “Baby we are home.”
Leah could hardly stir herself awake, so Tina carried her little daughter into the house.
She started to wish this former hellion could stay a little girl instead of that miserable teen she had been. No sense in jinxing what has turned out to be a pleasant day so far.
Leah had her body draped over Tina’s as they walked into the house. Tina attempted to put her down on the couch, but Leah made a little whiney sound and clung to her step mother, clearly not wanted to let go.
“Okay baby, mommy will hold you.” Tina said, continuing their earlier play.
Tina was partially annoyed, and partially enjoying the bonding, as she went to the front door and grabbed the day’s mail. She walked around holding and rocking her teen baby girl, while glancing at the mail. She noticed along with the collection of bills a letter she had been waiting for from the school district. They had only just moved into their new home and were late attempting to get Leah enrolled for school.
Leah was getting heavy, though she only weighed a smidge over 50 pounds, holding her for the past 10 minutes was taking its toll.
Tina noticed the newly delivered stroller in the corner and since Leah was again deeply asleep, was curious if her step daughter could fit in it. The sleeping child was in no position to object, so, was lower into the seat. With only a slight bit of a stir little Leah had been careful nestled into a baby stroller.
Tina found this adorable. This day seemed to just get better and better. Leah hadn’t even stopped suckling her pacifier. Tina pulled out her mobile and sapped a short video of the little one comfortably zonked out in her stroller.
Tina’s mind wondered as she thought of babying her stepdaughter. If she could squeeze into a car seat and stroller, she would certainly fit into a high chair and may be she could swap out her bed for one of those cute little toddler princess beds maybe even a crib.
Tina’s mind was wondering and before she knew it she was pushing the stroller around the house carefully imagining herself helping her stepdaughter try to walk as she imagined her in more and more infantile states. Until soon she imagined herself breastfeeding the cradled child in the nursery then place her crib for the night. That was when her fantasy ended.
Tina realize she was desperate for a baby, but a 15 year old is hardly a baby in spite of today’s behavior.