Looking at the pamphlets you realize things aren't going to get better without a referral from a doctor. To get balls you'd have to find someone willing to give up their balls, and that's rare as fuck. Mabye if you were a girl, but there's nothing to give. But there's still some hope, if a doctor approves you they'll have to give you balls, then you can finally be a man.
Eventually they take you to a place for those waiting for new parts. You can go there to wait for a gender specialist.
You see a few people there, one without a face, another that looked like a woman without eyes, and a third seemingly normal looking girl.
You sit next to the girl, she's very skinny and kind of androgynous, she could be a feminine boy for all you know. Even without your balls you find her beautiful, she's pretty in a doll like subtle way. You ask her, "so what happened to you?"
She replies, "I lost my hormones in a swap. Now I'm basically like I was before puberty, this was me before the swap..." she holds up a picture of a curvy woman, you can barely tell it was once her... "Now look at me."
You reply, "same, I lost my balls, at least now I can get them back."
The girl replies, "don't be so sure. The doctor told me to loose my sex and gender entirely. I actually just left the office, I'm waiting to get swapped now. They'll probably ask the same of you."