"Just forget it" you mutter to yourself, "I'm not going to see my balls again, best to just leave this awful place."
The girl who you waited with, the one who went through a similar loss to you, says, "hey, we can hear you."
You blush a little, "sorry I... didn't mean to. Why are you still here anyways? You'll be waiting weeks."
The girl replies, "Its the best place to wait. They have free food and I can't really go home right now..."
"Oh", you say. "Well if you want to you can stay with me while we wait."
She says, "Well, we're both neutered so there's no risk. I might as well."
She follows you out and you ask her her name. "Eleanor, but just Ele is fine" she tells you.
You go back to your apartment, she comments, "it seems you just have one bed."
You reply, "does it matter? We can't physically do anything sexual with eachother."
You watch as she gets out if her clothes. Its time for bed for her. You might stay awake for a bit. You can still enjoy watching her change, there's no arousal but you can still find her attractive. She's petite, asian, and young, exactly your type, back when you had balls you would have been hard right now, but now it's just something you can enjoy looking at.
Watching her smooth skin and slender body is enjoyable. Though you can tell her body isn't fully in tact. Her skin is completely hairless and without any blemishes just like a child's. And her chest is underdeveloped, tiny pale nipples and small a cup breasts that one would expect from a preteen and not a girl in her early twenties. And when you saw her genitals they were even more underdeveloped, they looked completely prepubescent, a small undeveloped slit that you'd never expect to see as an adult.