As the credits rolled I winced for a second as a small headache came and went... Then I realized that I was laying on someone... I ended up springing up and off of Drew with a small yelp. Drew cluched his hip for a second at the unexpected leap off of it, and tried to say something... but I didn't hear it I was shocked at how uncomfortable I was at even touching him. Drew must have noticed that I seemed to be stressed out or afraid and walked up to me and tried to put his hand on my back, but my body jerked away. I think I said something and ran off back to Becky and my room. Becky was on her bed watching a video, but I must've slammed the door as she noticed and took out her earbuds.
My friend asked "Are you ok?" she walked closer to me and said "Did Drew do anything to-" then as she put her hand on me my arm jerked and threw her hand off.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" Becky backed off as I was breathing heavily and panicked. My hand started to attempt to reach out my desire to be comforted by someone I trusted, but some part of my brain was telling me to stay away! Don't touch! This frustration just kept pooling in my mind. Desperately needing a hug, but my mind not letting me event attempt a hug I did the only thing I thought I could. I went to my bed and wrapped myself in the sheets and tried to pull tight. I did my best to simulate a hug, and just kept trying to pull the sheets as tight as I could around my body creating a little cocoon. "Vicky... are you calming down?" I gave a grunt with my face mostly in the sheets. "I'll go to the convenience store and get a bunch of blue jello you like. I'll tell the others not to come in. We'll get through this." She then walked out the door.
I was so frustrated at myself, what is wrong with me?!? I wasn't this bad when I was a little kid was I?!? My mind kept racing and I kept panicking and I just had to keep the blanket tight... *knock knock knock* went a fist on the door "Who is it?" I managed to ask out of my cocoon.
Becky on the other side of the door said "It's me, It's been a few hours. The Jello's done... Can I come in?"
I said "It's your room as well..."
Becky took that as a Sure and came in holding a bowl of blue jello. She placed it on a table inside and then walked to my little cocoon she noticed I managed to roll my way off the bed. She said "Vicky, We're all concerned... I'm a little more concerned than them as I remember what you were like back then... and I think you're the most scared of all. I have no idea what this time travel is doing to us, but I'm not going to abandon you." She took the bowl and spoon and put it in front of me. I was feeling a little peckish. I scooted the top of my body out of my little cocoon to consume. Then Vicky turned on the TV and put it on one of my favorite anime on one of the stream service. An hour and a half later with my jello gone completely, and I was calmly watching the screen in my bundle of sheets.
I for sure kind of felt like a kid again, and from her bed Becky asked "Are you calm?" As she came into my view as my eyes felt heavy she had a concerned look in her face. I nodded my head and she then asked "Can we do the finger thing then?" she said as she held her hand out with her fingers spread apart. I was just feeling so tired I reached out and kind of slapped her hand as I drifted into slumber. When I woke up...