You nervously pull off your pajama bottoms, afraid to see what's down there. Taking off your clothes is painful at first, just a bit, but every time you touch something near your genitals you can feel a bit of pain as the fabric runs up against it.
You look down to your vagina, a body part that was normal and healthy in your old world, its completely eviscerated here. Chunks are missing, and its covered in terrible gashes and scars. It's also been stretched leaving it gaping. Worst of all it seems your clit has long since been cut away.
You try touching it, its extremely painful. There's still open and healing gashes. Worst of all, you feel turned on by this. The sensation of pain coming from your genitals is making you horny...