Amber needed to be rational for the moment and she couldn't feel in control of herself if she was undressed. That left two options...
She could feel the stress of the moment bearing down on her as she tried to fix her life after the app. Now that she didn't have access to her phone, reality became a little too real a little too fast. She knew that at least for now that she did have a dependency on her more padded 'underwear', and yes they might be a stress reliever, but Amber knew she needed to be a little stressed about her situation so she wouldn't fall deeper into it. That only left one option, the itchy, ill-fitting, and stained panties.
Amber purposefully brushed her fingers against the plastic bag that held her more protective garments before grabbing the first pair of panties she saw. The panties each had their own ugliness attached to them, some cutesy print or cartoonish character. Amber was flabbergasted by the childishness of the panties. As if to answer why she had so many silly looking panties, she remembered that they had been a source of teasing from her peers. This thought alone brought about a lite shudder of excitement as Amber remembered her altered past. Almost as quickly, Amber pushed the thoughts out of her mind, pulled her thumb from her mouth and put on a pair without bothering to look at them.
The act of pulling the panties up also hastened to remind Amber that she had leaked a few moments prior. Though she hadn't remembered having to go very badly, it was apparent that she did trickle a thimble or two, which did her no favors in confirming her choice of undergarments. At the moment, Amber nearly gave up the stained panties and just wore some of her pull-ups, but she still had fight left in her yet to get her life back. As she walked out of her room, thumb firmly in her mouth, she felt more confident that she could beat this!