She really hadn't expected this, she didn't even think her body would change, much less become entirely sexless. But she should have known that it was a possibility, based on what she knew at least a fifth might be sexless. She had wanted to sleep with a neuter person when she wrote that down in the book, not to be one.
She looked at her body in the mirror, she took off her pants and shirt so she could get a better look at her genderless body. It was upsetting to see herself without genitals or breasts, totally devoid of all of her feminine parts. Her chest was so flat and her crotch was so strange and doll-like. It was disturbing to look at
She was terrified of what life without a gender would be like. There were a lot of things she liked about being female, she wondered if she would miss being feminine or dressing like a girl, mabye she would still do those things, she couldn't know. And then there were the things she thought about missing from her body, she had liked looking sexy, she liked her boobs and vagina, she wouldn't want to live a sexless life. She thought about everything not having a sex would mean, she wouldn't ever have children of her own, she wouldn't be able to have sex the se way or even masturbate, she thought about how much she would miss masturbating, though she wondered if she still had a sex drive. She was terrified of the idea, not being female anymore and having to live an androgynous existence, or not having genitals and never being able to enjoy sexuality again.
However she was supposed to instinctively know what was best for her. If she had chosen not to have genitals this would be the way she was most happy. She didn't even know what her life was like now...