the first month, everything was new and exciting. Nothing was the same. Your diaper situation was at first embarrassing but now it is slowly becoming a normality. You would be in them for a long time if not forever.
Then, after a few months, it seemed as you old life was further away and more bizarre than your actual situation. It seemed strange as it was your origin, but if you were concerned, now the new reality was the true one.
During a year you were active in sports such as tennis and soccer while maintaining a great academic performance. You were never great but always imrpoving. Then you began to play competitively. It created a further motivation to keep going. Slowly you were outshining your brother in his only talent. But as time went on it prooved than you were equals, until your brother reached puberty. Then for some time you were behind, until you reached puberty.
During those years, the potty calendar was still full of wet and messy stickers. There were few days you had a clean sticker, but not enough. You even tried to make efforts but it prooved very difficult. You began to abandon when you played competitively and completely when your brother reached puberty.
Your brother had a bit less chance. He had some success in reducing his wet nights. He even had a completely dry month. But puberty had other plans. Not only did your brother wet the bed more than ever before, but he had plenty of accidents during the day too. Granted he had only wet accidents, unlike you.
When you reached puberty, the last ramnants of potty training had disappeared. Your life was chained to diapers. While you began puberty later than you brother did, 4 to 5 years, you grew taller and bigger than him. You even began to work out and had an athletic body to show.
When yout brother was 19, he moved out, wearing pull-ups during the day and diapers every night. When you moved out, at 23, you wore diapers, always.
Now you were 25 and had your very first dry night of your life. You could begin a potty training that could have success.