As you got out of your sweaty clothes to get into the shower you couldn't help thinking about the fact you were already getting more and more used to this body. The large, hairy gut, your thick beard. Your larger equipment and your scrotum that was hanging quite a bit lower then just a few days ago. You hadn't really though about that last part before. But you guessed that perhaps time and gravity had something to do with it. You had learned from your prior experiences in the shower and this time were using your dad's body wash. Making the whole process a whole lot less messy.
As you approached your crotch you just couldn't help yourself. Your large gut was covering the view of your genitals a bit while standing up, but after a few tugs you were fully erect and your cock was now visible in all its glory. This time inspecting your throbbing cock in more detail then any of the times prior. You were probably 6 inches in length after further inspection. So nothing out of the ordinary there. But you couldn't stop thinking about how thick your cock was. Your large hand not quite able to reach all the way around your shaft. Probably around the same circumference as a can of coke. "Well, this is probably the one upside to this whole thing. My dick." you said. Definitely a sign you were getting more comfortable in this body. That you were accepting your penis. Trying to see this as your body. Not your father's. Just a few days ago it would have been impossible for you to look down on your body and not see your father. Now... You could try to see yourself instead.
Inspecting your penis was fine and all - but you did feel like a masturbation session could help you feel a bit better. You kept going up and down your wide shaft slowly, really enjoying yourself. Trying to imagine how using your beefy member to fuck a tight wet hole would feel. Thinking about your former teacher again, thinking about one of your now former friend's mother. Thinking about pushing raging boner into their most holy place. Imagining fucking them doggy style, as your cock would disappear into them and your fat hairy gut would jiggle against their fat ass. Your large hands grabbing their waist. Now speeding up your rhythmic dance across your equipment. Your juicy, fat, equipment. You kept going as more and more of these images popped into your head. Just as you were about to erupt your mothers large behind popped into your head. The image of her ass jiggling will jogging in front of you. Your gut wrenching as you tried to stop yourself and go back to what you had been thinking about before. But it was too late. You came. And you came hard. There you stood in the shower, holding your now shriveling dick with very mixed feelings. The orgasm had been great and your head felt really clear. You had definitely enjoyed masturbating. But on the other hand, those images of your mother was making you feel quezy. You couldn't wait for your pathways, or whatever Dr Larry called them, to get completely overwritten. Then you would be truly able to enjoy yourself while masturbating without worrying about what kind of thoughts would pop into your head.
As you cleaned up you again started to think about your former friend's hot mom. Looking down you saw your penis yet again getting erect. You did feel like the last orgasm got kind of ruined and the fact that your body was ready for another round already made you decide upon masturbating again. This time, cumming without your mother popping into your head.