Edwin looks into the mirror for a while deciding as to what to do, he thought of dressing up but realized all of the effort it would take in putting on makeup, changing clothes, etc. Really, the only option Edwin had was to stay home but deep down he felt lonely and conflicted inside. Edwin's whole life he had been attracted to girls and even had a few girlfriends and hook-ups in the past but now, he felt as if he had no interest in girls or women at all!
It was as if a switch had gone off inside Edwin and now all he could think of was boys! he thought of the cute guys on his school's soccer team, some of his friends, and even a few of the male celebrities he enjoyed. But the only boy Edwin could think of right now was a special boy someone he could not get out of his head, someone he needed right now...
Patrick was a really good friend of Edwin's. They had practically grown up together in their early years and had seen each other grow and mature over the past few years, they had even been lab partners and stuck together like glue in high school every year. Edwin's Mom had even joked about them being in a relationship a few times, while it was funny back then Edwin's heart melted with the idea as he blushed warmly.
Patrick had always been taller, stronger, and more confident than Edwin, which he had always admired to a certain extent, even loved.
Edwin couldn't take his longing anymore he quickly threw on a pair of shorts, a fluffy hoodie, and a cute pair of socks. Once he was finished Edwin quickly picked up his phone and looked for Patrick's number. Eventually, Edwin found it and quickly pressed the dial button and waited for his love to be to pick up the phone.
Eventually, Patrick heard the phone in his apartment. Ever since high school ended Patrick's family had enough money to provide him with a small apartment in the American Garden's building on west 84 street where he lived and worked from. After school Patrick had taken an apprenticeship as a financial adviser which was paying quite well, well enough for him to pay for expensive clothes, fancy business cards, and more skincare products than you could wave a stick at. While Patrick was well off he still wasn't happy and was missing something from his life, yet he didn't know what.