I realize it's probably best if I play with myself, both to deal with the arousal inside me and to get an idea of how this body feels. My hands carefully move to my chest and cup my boobs, and I'm amazed just how soft they are. I reach to rub and pinch at my nipples and gasp at the sensation, imagining someone licking and sucking on them. It's so weird to have something this sensitive on my chest, but in the sense that I don't know how I ever went without it.
One of my hands slowly slides down my body, passing over the supple skin of my stomach, and my thighs part to give it free access to my crotch. There's a throbbing around the point where my cock used to be, and a warm aching sensation radiating out from inside me. Picturing a cock seems to make the aching sensation stronger, and I'm acutely reminded of how I had changed. The idea of taking a cock inside me is as enticing as having my cock inside someone had been when I was a guy.
So I decide to satisfy my body. I reach down to the throbbing point and start to gently rub at the tiny nub of my clit. It's intense as fuck, way more sensitive than my cock had felt, maybe because all the nerve endings were bound up so closely, maybe because I'm not familiar with the sensations, but either way, it feels indescribable and I can't stop doing it. My fingers reach the warm wet heat of my slit, and I slowly rub at it, feeling like my body could yield to my touch easily. I ease inside and gasp as slowly I finger myself. Even one finger inside me feels so huge- I can barely imagine how big a cock must be.
But I want it. I want a cock filling me up and pounding in and out of me so much. I gradually get used to the finger inside me, and carefully add a second. It spreads me out slightly more, and feels just as intense. Slowly my fingers move back and forth, tracing a cock's path and imitating its fucking. My hand continues to massage my breast and nipple, while the thumb of the hand that's partially inside me rubs along my clit. My body's need seems to be growing more and more intense, and closer to getting satisfied, and it just feels nicer and nicer, until...
I reach my peak, and it feels so much higher than cumming as a guy. Everything in my mind seems to blank out for a few seconds and all I can think of is pleasure and shamelessly horny fantasies about men pounding into me with animal enthusiasm and finishing deep inside me, practically filling my pussy with their seed.
Slowly I recover, panting loudly as reality irises back in and I feel myself shaking from the sensations coursing through me. That felt unreal! There's no other word for it!
I slowly wonder what to do now...