Lindsay had never liked felt comfortable in her own skin this was due to a feeling that she didn’t identify with her physical age yes she was average height with her peers and average body development however she never truly identified herself as that age she always felt she should be younger. She was also unable to make relationships with people her own age due to wanting to be innocent and childish she did not want to be forced to mature socially because she talked with people her own age. She also felt incredible uncomfortable in her current body and with each and every day she got older her discomfort grew stronger and stronger. At one point she attempted to destroy her body by destroying here pituitary glade with a purposeful concussion. She knew that she could not take how her body was changing much longer without something drastic and this was her last resort. She also knew Her parents were also could not help her as they did not like trans people she assumed they would not which is why she would be using the memory special setting which would make everyone in the house believe she had always looked like that.