Pacing around your apartment, you realize that you're useally getting ready around this time. And from what it seems you'll have your entire life to deal with your newly found dicklessness, yet you still have to get ready now. Your lingering sense of fear seems to be growing as you think more and more about all of this.
Going to your apartment bathroom you look at yourself in the mirror more closely. You're young and rather slender and androgynous, a trait that seems exacerbated here rather then how it did in your old world, like you purposefully made yourself more gender neutral to fit in with whats considered attractive in this world. The entire time as you're changing you can feel that your dick is missing, it's unavoid.
When you get to the bathroom you instinctively pull out your dick to pee, but remember there's no dick to pull out. For a momment the empty space above your balls looms over the toilet. Reluctantly you sit down, pull down your pants and start releasing urine. You feel it coming out of a little hole behind your balls. It feels really weird to pee out of a hole you're not used to pee coming out of, and the stream seems less controlled. It's so odd having the same muscles move to urinate without it shooting out of your dick. You can feel the blank space where your penis used to be even more.