Looking over Leah, Tonya realized two things: the change in the dynamic, and specifically what caused it. Tonya has something of a diaper fetish. She finds adults dressing and acting like babies attractive. It's something she's been both ashamed and incredibly secretive about. Worst of that had been with Leah. Leah hated being viewed or treated like a baby more than anything, and Tonya understood why. Yet, there was always that lingering thought of: what would she look like in diapers? She would shove those ideas away as soon as they popped up, horrified that she could ever see her friend that way.
Now, Leah wasn't just okay with dressing like a toddler, she loved it arguably more than Tonya. Thus, no longer afraid of those intrusive thoughts, does Tonya realize the extent of her denial: she was in love with Leah. She's been in love with her for years. Tonya had been so intent on separating her fetish from Leah that she never recognized her feelings towards her best friend ran far deeper than friendship. Her face paled at the realization.
"You okay Tonya?" Leah's concerned voice rocks Tonya out of her shellshock, back into reality. What the hell what she supposed to do with this knowledge? She painted on a grin.
"No problem, Leah. Anything for my best friend!" She leaned down and gave a similar peck on Leah's cheek. Leah gave her that new confident smile of hers, widening and...is that a hint of disappointment? No, she's reading too much into things. There's no way Leah would have feelings for her this long down the line, and even if she liked the new look, Tonya has no idea what her reaction would be to someone finding it attractive.
"Well, anyways, if you wouldn't mind?" Leah laid herself down on the changing table, arms behind her head with a laid back smile. Tonya's brain goes blank.
"You want me to change you?" She asked bluntly. Leah's smile wanes a little as she sits up.
"Uh, yeah, I...only if you want to. It's fine-"
"No, no, it's no trouble. I did say I'd help you clean up." Leah's smile returned, making Tonya gulp. There's no way she could do this normally. Tonya steels herself as...