I decided that I want out of this life immediately, I couldn’t remember my exact age previously but I knew it was a lot younger than this.
I knew that I needed to get 8 hours of sleep to get a viable swap, luckily I remembered seeing a number of prescription sleeping pills in the restroom. I must have some serious issues if I need that many sleeping pills. Good thing I won’t need to worry about that soon.
I grabbed a handful of pills and swallowed them. Washing them down with water from the sink I was reminded of my body’s urgent need to use the bathroom.
Begrudgingly I sat on the toilet and relaxed my body. A stream of urine and poop leaving my temporary body. God this body is nasty, anything would be better than doing this again. Wiping between my legs I stood up and flushed.
Leaving the bathroom I collected the lighter from a drawer and lit the candle, feeling drowsiness already creeping at the edge of my mind. I threw myself face first onto my bed, painfully smashing my breasts under my own weight. The stinging pain quickly subsided as I was whisked away into a slumber.
Once more I felt my spirit lifted up into the sky, the stars around me shone with a brilliance like no other. I slowly became aware of a door shutting behind me. As the door closed I could see a massive collection of doorways in the distance, but none were particularly close to me. I’d need to run for it.
Why were all the doors so far away this time? I sprinted without exhaustion towards the slowly shrinking supply of available doors. Some spirits were lazily floating from door to door, peeking inside as if to confirm the identity of the person they would become. Most immediately chose a door, but most seemed to pass up on a few.
As I neared the grouping the spirits seemed to notice me and quickly dispersed to all of the doors except one. One door was available. I could feel hesitance, but I knew deep inside that it was this door or eternal nightmare.
I stepped into the unwanted door, feeling nerves tightening all over. My soul descended from the stars as I felt like weeping.