During Chole’s school day, she cannot seem to focus. There was a pit in her stomach, as if she was going through a tragedy. She wanted to poop in a diaper like a dog. She wanted to obey the commands of a master.
The thoughts were so intense she began panting like a dog in class. The people around her scowled and whispered to one another.
Why was this popular girl with such an intimidating aura acting like a mutt ?
She went through the rest of the day, irritated and longing. When she got home, she went straight up to her room to think about diapers. She began going back and forth in her mind whether or not she should buy a pair. The embarrassing thought of buying adult diapers though.
She couldn’t, not yet at least.
The next day, Chole had skipped her morning poop to avoid the negative feelings that came with it. Throughout the day she continued thinking about buying diapers.
The panting returned.
She opened her handbag and grabbed her wallet to see if she had enough cash to buy a diaper after school. She counted the bills in her wallet over and over.
“Ten...huff huff…Is that enough ?”
“Chole ?” She looks up to see the teacher staring at her. “You have something to say to the class ?”
“No ma’am.” She said between pants.
The teacher gives her a sympathetic look. “You’re breathing awful heavily, you wanna step outside for a bit ?”
“Okay.” Chole stands and shuffles out of the room quietly. Out in the hallway she considered skipping class to go buy diapers. Chole almost convinced herself to, though she chickened out. She wished she could have someone to buy diapers for her.
That's when she remembered her brother. In her eyes a shameless person. Though oddly she felt as if she could trust him of all people to buy her diapers. She sighed and walked back into that classroom.
“I will ask my brother to buy me diapers when I get home.” She thought.
She spent the rest of the day thinking of how she would ask Jeff to buy her diapers. She scripted out the interaction in her head. She would go;
“Jeffy, I’m doing a school project. Can you buy a pair of diapers for me ? I’m very busy. I promise I won't bully you.”
She repeated this until she got home. She walked up to her brother's room. Jeff’s lights were on, he was in there. Anxiously panting, she rounded the corner to see Jeff in his chair already looking at her.
“Hi Chole ! Need something ?”
Her script immediately left her brain, and she ran past his door into her room.
“Nevermind ! Nevermind ! I’m sorry !” She slammed her door and collapsed on her bed.
That night, she dreams about being a dog in a park. Such a vivid dream, the most vividly she’s ever had. She could see herself on all fours. She could turn and see a truly huge puffy diaper with a large fluffy tail sticking through a hole on the back.
What kind of dog was she though ? She looked down at her paws, they were rather large. Her body even felt heavy too. She was a Bernese Mountain Dog. She had never even heard of that breed before, but all of a sudden she knew the breed, as if the information just downloaded into her brain.
She woke up in cold sweats. Her body felt sore as if she had actually been running with an extra 10 pounds of muscle and fur on her. She wobbles out of bed, when the realization hits her that she had forgotten to do her homework 2 days in a row. Plus she had been holding her shits for 2 days too, and was feeling bloated. It was only Wednesday, she needed to skip.
She was at her breaking point, and she didn’t know what to do.