Imagine the thoughts that would run through your mind, knowingly your entire physical self will soon become that of some vile and beastly bovine. Your own enjoyment of living within a lifestyle that is clean seems now shortly to change, and change drastically.
This anxious moment is making your head ache and heart pound. Sweat boils out of every pour as the mind tries to decide whether to fight what seems the inevitable. Anxiety comes from the horror that displays before you; your physical form is changing, erasing your identity, making of you as a cloned duplicate animal that the Sisters made several times before this.
The banging in your head tends to dull, but with the lagering of sensation come the realization that your skull is thickening, becoming dense bone, growing, swelling, changing, shifting in species brings a feeling of panic.
Intense emotion brings out your maleness to display itself openly, as if a flagging of the thoughts, which reign deep inside your brain. You remember well your sister and the horse she owned, how when it felt near any delightful sensation the animal became erect and aroused.
The brass ring now embedded into the bridge of what was a human nose, is now but the sensitive end of a muzzle, an opening to ingest food to sustain life, to taste of things, and allowing the air to enter down into lungs of what is surely but an animal and beast.
Pining for reasons to be and want for remaining human seems to dwindle. Waning mentally, the deep inner urges force the mind to rethink, and change the decided course of what would be one’s chosen life path to follow.
Thickening skin turning to bovine hide and the mass of dark brown furry hair, which is sprouting from it, gives its own blessing of sensual comfort.
My own toes changed and twisted, transitioned and transformed, became then beastly as brusque cloven hoofs, with raised heels, and legs by now shifted for living and walking healthier on all fours.
A bonier tail sweeps over something that until recently felt nothing, never touched, or prodded in any real sensual way. Motion of the appendage brings forth many odd but interesting emotional urges. This my anus is extremely sensual to touch; something I never knew really! The weight of my tail scrubs across the multi folds of flesh, cleaning it, spreading the residue there for insects and birds to come and help keep my rump clean.
Slapping the tail from side to side, striking the broadening flanks of muscular meat and hairy flesh gives one the delight of a personal toy. The switch of thick hair acts with even greater sensual sensation, as if it had in it a charge, as thousands of nerves offering me a flood of new delights.
As the change continues my apprehension for becoming an animal, a bovine, and a bull is fading. Sensuality of this naked beastly form has within it the ability to excite a mind, delight one so that the drastic changes of lifestyle would seem as if something quite insignificant.
As the flush of bovine change continues and the arms with hands conform, becoming my forelegs, cloven hoofs, and offers me a level stance; one sees life with a different perspective.
The fading of anxiety is but a sign of how a brain accepts the degrading of its properties. Memories remain as flamboyant times when I stood upright, did things with a purpose, and considered the future.
Larger eyes give me new insight to living life in a lower posture.
Ears flap to the feel of fluttering bugs, and the tickle of how hairy ears feel a passing breeze.
Thoughts of some humor dealing with teats, testicles, and things that seek to touch, brings on a mental smile as bovine lips offer no manner of expressing glee, grins, and the friendly smile on a human face.
Cares become fleeting memories, lacking any concern as the future to one being a bull is but a distant and unthinkable misty cloud.
Thoughts and concerns for family and friends, their worry and the unlikely hope of ever seeing them again is but fleeting as well.
Decidedly, the bovine nature has succeeded and with the physical changes done, the bullish passions now prevail.