"Of course you do. But...look closer, Jen. I didn't make you Asian."
Jen looked closely, and saw that both her rich, silky black hair was actually her regular shade, but had been dyed. Her skin tone was a mix of a regular tan and some spray-on stuff that gave her a more...yellowish complexion. She looked closely at her eyes...and saw they were her regular eyes, but with rather exagerated makeup and shadow to give her an Asian appearance. Her seemingly more petite frame and smaller bust had been a cunning trick of pose and body language.
"But, you wish you were, don't you? You LOVE Asian girls, think they're the most beautiful girls in the world. You wish you were just like them, but since you can't be...you'll just have to make do acting, dressing and pretending to be one. You LOVE the way you look now, don't you?"
Kyle was writing furiously as Jennifer said "Yes. I LOVE to dress like this."
"You have ALWAYS loved Asian girls, and you've always wanted to be one. When you dress like this and someone mistakes you for Chinese or Japanese, you expierence a joy that fills you from head to toe."
"Oh, YES..." Jennifer moaned.
"You have a large collection of Anime and movies on DVDs. All of these have heavy lesbian themes involving Asian characters, and that excites you. Over the years, you've taken courses in Japanese, Mandarian, Cantonese and Korean languages, and you prefer watching your movies in the origional languages. You also have a large collection of Asian themed porn mags and comicbooks."
It was true! It was all TRUE!
"And over the years, you've come to hate the name 'Jennifer'. It's so...blandly Yankee. You don't like it at all...but you don't think you deserve a REAL Asian name, because you're only a Caucasian. You aren't worthy of a nice Japanese or Chinese name. So...you picked the secret, special name of 'Sukiyaki' for yourself. It's Japanese, without being a dignified Japanese name. It's silly and childish, but it suits you. Your best friends call you 'Sukiyaki', or just 'Suki', do you understand?"
Sukiyaki (she never thought of herself as a 'Jennifer' anymore, and as soon as she could...she'd have her name legally changed) smiled at her appearance, posed and preened for the mirror, then said in accented English "It all true, Kyle. Suki rove this! Suki weesh she could rive her rife as Suki all the time, but parents not preased with Suki. Parents think Suki grow out of her desires. Think Suki get over rove of pretty Asian girls. Not understan' Suki."
"I know, Suki. But...here I am, your old friend Kyle. I understand your desires. I share your love of Asian girls. We've been friends for years, haven't we, Suki? And when your with me, you feel perfectly comfortable acting like this."
Suki understood. Only Kyle really understood her.