As you follow Brenda back, you are very repulsed at what you are doing and that you like it. As Brenda leads you to the bed, and you slide your butt over into the middle, you feel yourself compelled to submit to Brenda's desires. You think to yourself, "Fight, your a man, don't let this happen to yourself." Your mental struggles are only in your head, and go unnoticed by Brenda as she craws upon your body, and begins to slide her member into your well lubricated slit, made ready by your body's strong need to have the void between your legs filled. Your enjoyment of this is tempered by your conscious mind's knowledge that you are not a submissive sex slave. As you feel Brenda's cock spasm and her warm fluids begin to fill you, your begin to accept that what you want is not under your control. Your thoughts are briefly diverted to your own waves of orgasm as Brenda works your enlarged g-zone, and you find this new body and is needs are wonderful and are the only way you can feel this kind of pleasure. As your body begins to slowly recover from the female orgasmic high, you feel Brenda pull out, and lie down next to you.
Brenda states coldly "Something's bothering you, isn't it? I could not feel any good thoughts except when I blew your mind in that orgasm."
You don't move or say anything for a few moments, "I don't feel like me anymore. It has only been a few days, and I feel like a stranger in this body. I willingly submit to sex for you, wether I want to or not. I am not in control of what I want. I don't know what I want anymore." It hits you after saying those words...that you really are not in control of what you are.
Brenda turns onto her side, facing you. She reaches out with one hand and gives a light caress of each breast, "You are my sex toy. Your desires are whatever I want to serve my sexual wants and needs. But your personality, the man who walked into this store, is still inside you. The man I love is still who you are. You may not have control, but you knew that was happening, you felt it when you were with the Claus."
You sigh, "Your right, as usual." You sit up and look down to your beautiful mate, and smile, "I am glad that it is you that I serve, you are deserving."
Brenda gets up and goes into the front, and returns moments later with two huge 18 inch long double ended dildos. "This might cheer you up." she says in a perky way. She pushes you to lay back on the bed, and then begins to slide one dildo into your slit, while she slides the other into a new ass slit that formed from Brenda's touch. Your body feels strange and you feel your insides stretch to accommodate the huge toys. "There, how does that feel?"
Your lower abdomen feels very strange, but in a tingly pleasant sort of way. After a few moments you smile and say, "I feel full."
"Good, you don't have to be gloomy. In time you will stop thinking of yourself as a man. Your form is to serve, and that form may be many things to many people. For my physical needs, you are my lesbian lover, who's sole purpose is to please me. You are much more than that to me as a person, and I will not abuse the trust that you have in me."
You squeeze your muscles around the long toys inside you, and each grip of the dildos is very pleasurable, you can make out the bulbous veins molded into each one. "Ok. I'm yours." you state as you sink back into your depression.
Brenda states, "I cannot control your thoughts", as she lies down on top of you. "I know you like to be on top, but the last two times you were in control, you put yourself on bottom. I know you like parts of this, let's just build on those. I want you to think of yourself as the beautiful woman that you are."
You smile a little, "Ok, you can stop being so right about this. There is a part that I like about this, and I do love being with you." Your thoughts change slightly from earlier. You miss the man you were, but you are happy with the woman that you are. "Wow, please be careful in what you tell me to think, because I will.
"I promise not to abuse it dear," Brenda whispers into your ear.
"I want you to carry those dildos inside you when I or another is not filling you." Brenda instructs.
You look into Brenda's eyes, "Will you do the same?"
Brenda smiles and pushes slightly, she guides your hand to her butt, where you feel a huge dildo matching the two you have slowly coming out of her. "Done." she whispers as she uses her fine muscle control of her anus and rectum to pull the dildo back into her.
You sit up, "I am still me though." You reach over and give Brenda a kiss, as you turn her arms from the elbow to her fingers into two giant flexible cocks. As you break from the long embrace, you softly speak, "Forgive me on the cock fetish, I have this addiction I cannot seem to break."
Brenda laughs, "Of course not silly, I just enhanced feelings you already had." She rewards your new changes to her by bringing a PVC covered cock tip to your mouth. You lick the tip a few times before she slides it in between your lips and into your throat, where you begin to suckle. Your efforts are rewarded a few moments later with a warm ooze jetting deep into your throat.
After an hour of playing with Brenda's modified arm cocks, you feel better. You can make changes and have some control, while you trust the woman you love to be merciful toward you.
As you both stand, you both say at the same time, "Time to go home".
"You read my mind", you say smiling.
Brenda asks, "Hey, I have to drive home. Can you give these cocks fingers?"
You think for a moment, and watch as a smaller cock grows near the top each arm cock, and now resemble a claw made of two cocks. "They are very flexible, and you can steer. I'll have to handle the door for you."
Brenda smiles and follows you out the door and happily gets into her car, grabbing the steering wheel with her modified cock claws. Brenda smiles, "Feels good," as she rubs along the smooth steering wheel. You reach in with the key and start her car for her.
"See you at home" you say, she nods, and you close the door. She shifts into reverse and backs out, leaving you to get the back door locked and into your own car as she drives away.