By this time, she knew what she wanted, and was no longer lying to herself about it.
Sue flipped through the dial on the gun, finding a setting for "Sexuality," she fired that at Shawn briefly, then noticed that the next setting was for "Sex Drive." She used that one on Shawn as well.
She then hit the pause button again, and watched as Shawn swaggered out the door. Just watching him walk away down the hall was a pleasure to her.