You continue to look for the bar to turn yourself back into a man.
Your straight ideas keep running through your head but they are
clouded by your love of this cowboy.
So you often drive into town looking for that bar again and it just
isn't there. Was it real? Have you always been a woman? Have you
always been in love with fat cowboys? Was this little fantasy about
being changed just a way for you to deal with the fact that you had a
non conventional view of what is attractive?
Your family reunions have you pregnant or just having had a baby every
year for the past 10 years. Your family doesn't know you without being
pregnant. And your brother Don remembers you always being into the big
boys. Remember that little scrawny guy we went to school with. That
nerd in math class.
No. You say.
Well he noticed you. I think he was gay but I haven't seen him since
we graduated. What was his name again? Barry or Perkins or Perry
that's it Perry.
You had a bit of recollection of Perry.
Isn't your 10 year class reunion coming up? I wonder if he is going to
be there?
I don't think I will even remember him.
Next week was the reunion and Perry was there. Still somewhat skinny
but he had some meat on his bones.
As the night wore on I saw him looking at me as I stole a look at him.
Eventually we got together when most everyone had slowed down and were
sitting and chatting. Bill was off drinking with some new buddies.
Bill wasn't part of the class but he was there to support me.
So Perry and I sat down and started to talk. The chit chat continued
for awhile and then Perry started to ask me questions. Questions about
feelings of being different. Having changed. And I told him of my
feelings of my memory and then just laughed it off as being a fantasy.
Would you like to come with me for a moment I think you might like to
see something that might make those thoughts more clear.
We went out and got into his car and drove into town and there was
that bar again. That same one that I remembered so vividly in my
fantasies.
I have been here a million times and it was never here.
I know.
When you and I were in school and you just ignored me I vowed I would
get back at you. All I wanted was a friend at that time. So it took me
until this year to perfect my little machine. I can make all sorts of
alterations in time and space.
We got out of the car and Perry had a large watch attached to his
wrist that I hadn't noticed while we were talking. This little device
has brought us back to that night that you became a woman. And I was
the one that changed you into that woman and gave you those desires to
be with cowboys. Your desire for fat men developed out of your desire
for fat women. That is why you got so huge when you became a woman.
Not to mention that all those children. That helped a bit.
So as we walked toward the front of the bar and walked in I noticed
that Perry was checking the time or I thought he was checking the
time. When we stepped into the bar a change came through me and there
I was a big fat cowboy looking at myself as a woman sitting at the
bar.
I waddled up to her and put my arm around her and said "How ya doing
little Lady"
Oh crap I was mother and father to all my own children. There has got
to be something wrong with that.
I am off to be with my new husband Bill I think he is still at the
reunion Perry said.
He did have a love of the big boys too.