Your lack of thought and focus has made time seem to have no meaning. You can't tell if a few secconds or a few hours have gone by. Your completely lost in nothingness, not being able to figure out what's happening around you. Your mind is in a slow and clouded state, only allowing you to come up with words that have little or no meaning anymore. You try to focus, but you can't. Your brain is not strong enough to focus even just a little.
'Breasts' you think. A word that you remeber from long ago, something that meant something...something significant, but you can't remember. You try to remeber, but there just isn't anything in your fabric brain.
'bra...breasts...boobs...' your brain is just rattling off random words, which you can't seem to remeber the meaning of. As much as you try, you cannot remember any of the word's meanings.
'need...need' what do you need? Another question goes unanswered in your head of fabric. You can't think, thinking is become so hard. Your lacking something...you know that much. Something is missing, and without it you can't do much of anything. You see in front of you movement. You can't tell whats going on. You try to make out familiar shapes or objects, but you can't remember even that. Your brain is just so limited. But then something happens. You see a large shape in front of you, and then you hear noise. You look at where the noise is coming from, and you see a round shape making noise. The rounde figure is attatched to the rest of the body.
"asd uorw sdfkj esee" you hear, but nothing is making anysense whatsoever. But then something catches your eye. As you look down the strange body, something is protruding out of the strange thing's chest. You can't make out what it is, but you know it's something familiar. You continue to watch them, and they bounce a little as she moves. She goes away, and you watch those mysterious things on her chest. You want them...you don't know why...but you need them. They seem of great importance to you, although you don't know what they are. You notice other people with those "things" on their chest, and you watch them intently. They seem to bounce up and down, as if taunting you. You can't keep your troubled mind off them.
'Breasts' you continue to think, as if your mind is trying to make that connection. You watch these "Breasts", and your need for them grows. You can't think of anything else.
'Breasts...need breasts...need breasts...need...need' you can't produce a complete thought. As much as you try, you can't make a single complete thought. Your mind is just too simple, and weak. You watch as the things with breasts leave the building, and the darkness comes.
'Breasts! NEED BREASTS!!!' your mind is in turmoil. You need them. You have to have them, this was what you were made for. But you can't do anything about it. Your mind slows down.
'NEED BREASTS! BREASTS!....BREASTS....Breasts...need breasts...breasts....' your thoughts slow down to a slow, and steady patern:
'b...r...e...a...s...t...s................n...e...e...d......' This is what your mind for the rest of the night.