"The human body is said to offer so much ability due to the full range of movments. Yet when offered the sensual passion seemed worth the loss of some dexterity. True enough the interesting feelings one gets as the serums pulse your veins and the actual change can be seen as it is felt."
In a holding cell, "I sit, well sometimes sit but the goat like form does not conform to human ways to relax. Walking in circles before this silly goat crashes to the floor as legs suddenly fold in unison. A person, No a goat has built in trends which must be done before the final desired action can be completed. Like an instinctive move but more than that my movements are governed as a goat like the moral of humanity tell's how to act."
crumpled into a pile of four legs over the floor of the cell, " I lay here and think about my new world. Thinking is very important, as people think about what they wish or will' to do a goat has now will and wanders from scent to scent and inbred patterns. Goats need no thoughts, no cares, no clock to live by lest it be the rising and setting Sun! This what I would have decribed as true freedom, a peace to which the rushed living of people in the daily grind of chasing the clock is not done here. I reflect on this my new beginning, my life ahead as an experiment to the Doctor. I had hoped for much more if one were to lose his humanity, but the experiment must go forth and the volunteer is now trapped in going along. I laugh at the small offer of returning to human if the first three months don't work out too well! I laugh again at the reasoning of those who will control me and will' my movements during each day and night! How foolish this one for giving in to greed for short term gains and lose all, even the ultimate need of the money which pushed me into this act."
The door of this cell opens and a bucket of grain mixture, chunk of a Hay bale, and a steel bucket full of water is placed before the prisoner. No words are wasted on the ignorant beast which watches and longs for a word, any word to cling one thought to from a memory.
The scent of this fodder is making my mind lust for what is offered. The simple mind which is what I must in time become entwines the actions and desires for food and sex with simular reactions. Standing those long legs, they jump up straight and stand ready to serve the beast above. I reach this head forward and snuff at the bucket and hay. A step forward is stopped as one of the normal and almost constant reactions to everything grows an erection of a long narrow pink billy goat's cock. In seconds it stretches forth rigid and ready, but for what? A step ahead till lips begin to gather the grains and slab teeth grind the hard seeds into a slurry must for the swallow. A short drink and it's time to taste the sweat scented hay.
"I try to think as the goat body actions continue. I never in my life had a wild erection when eating, but the rigid pole waives about and bumps the chin from time to time. Odd, even though I try to stop the eating to show a will' over the instincts they win out with ease. My belly sags with the weight of what is ingested. The goat cock which I have but don't own softens and receeds back into it's hairy home. As a man I owned my will' and enjoyed my penis. Now all is turned about as an animal. The will is all but gone, replaced by patterns of instinctive lifestyle and that long, pink, cock, owns me!"
"Look Doctor the volunteer is trying to reason his movements but those goat drives and instincts are getting in his way!" denotes the head Nurse as they watch from a viewport.
"Yes he is trying to grasp the reminants of his human life and past. The next three months will tell all! If he is sound of human will' and shows a continued grasp of moral humanity, then he is useless to our needs." said the Doctor as he watched.
"You plan to return him then to his human self?" asked the Nurse.
Laughing, "No my dear, why go through all the work of making a human problem out of a goat. No, if he holds on to the scrap of humanity left at the end of his first season of rut then he's very tough! The next season is Winter and standing as one of the herd day in and day out, cold, covered in snow, having nothing to do but not try to think about one's comfort, that will put his mind over the edge. I've watched hundreds, goats, swine, horses, mules, cows, bulls, and a host of untamed wild animal types. Oh they struggle at first but the day after day, hour after hour animal lust and beastial feelings win over rational thoughts, easy! If you had nothing to plan for, nothing to wait for, nothing to do but whatever moved you and no care for the holy clock, well human will's fold like cards. No once we have made a sow's ear out of a silk purse, why pay good money and turn it all around, and for what? The beast regaining human form would be angry over treatment and conditions of living as a beast. Then too, after three months of freewill living as a crude animal how could such enter society? NO, no my dear helper once a person becomes the beast, all of him or her is lost!" explains the Doctor with a satisfied chuckle and closes the viewport for the night.