Jim was freaking out so much that Josh began to think that maybe he wasn't really gay. Maybe he just got off on watching gay sex and that was all? Like a fetish? Josh tried leaning towards him to just kiss, but he wouldn't have that either. In fact, Jim backed away so much that he fell through the weeds and reeds, falling haphazardly into the duck pond, scaring off some ducks that were quietly floating nearby.
This wasn't working. Josh really wanted Jim, but it didn't look like he was going to get him. If only Ty were there ... he'd ask him to make Jim gay.