The package had arrived in the mail yesterday, but I had been too tired to check it out until now. Friday afternoon, and what I had hoped to finally be a relaxing weekend was shaping up to be another weekend at work. Not that I disliked my job, it was both well-payed and interesting, but the responsibility as project leader was eating at me. The project was in a critical phase, yet I desperately needed a vacation, to let go and just... be. That chance would not come for months. I knew I had control issues, but right now my nerves were strung tight.
When I booted the program, I first thought it was some odd new VR version of the Sims. A new augmented reality RPG of some sort. What I assumed was a profile, with my name, flashed on the screen, and when I clicked it it opened up a detailed description of me. At first I was alarmed. I thought it must have somehow scanned my computer and collected personal information. However, I quickly realized that the information was way too detailed for this. I could click in on literally anything. From age and sex to personal relationships to sexuality to the tiniest of physical details, if I searched around I could find it. And I could change it. At first, I tested a few small details. Hair color, shaving a year off my age, that sort of thing. It worked, and even more surprisingly, it changed the world around me. Old photographs of me changed, my drivers license had a new birth date. I realized that I could use this program to give myself the time off from all the responsibility that I felt I needed. I could actually become someone else, someone who didn't have to be control all the time. Someone who could let go of the control and let someone else decide. That was when the idea started to form.
A few years back I had been dating a girl, and she had introduced me to sexual dominance and submission. She had craved it. Being controlled. She said it was the best stress release she had ever found. When she was submitting, she could let go. Pleasing me was the only responsibility she had. I had very much enjoyed my position, but she had wanted more than I could give. I had wanted a normal relationship, with the kink as spice. She had wanted the relationship to evolve into a full-time D/s thing. I had also wanted to experiment with the roles, but never quite dared. It felt wrong, somehow, for me, as the man, to submit to her.
But with the Chronivac, I could change these things, and I could experience the release she had felt in that role. And so I decided to make a few changes to myself.