Dear Miss Pennyford,
Since Daniel went to England and for us his parents have lost our Son to his new life many things have happened. My Husband became very disturbed about Daniel's choice of lifestyle. Our marriage has since fallen apart and he lives away from our home.
Daniel was my only child and so I want to feel as close to him as a mother could. Your letters have filled me with longing to see him and talk with him but due to the breakup of our marriage, I simply don't have the funds to travel.
A visit to Professor Haun brought his suggestion I also be injected with the now proven serum. This offer excites me while also makes me very nervous. I love my Daniel, boy or pony he's still part of me. I think about the transition and final manner of life I'd live, it worries me greatly.
The Professor is cute in his wording of a life in your pony stable. My age is a factor since I'm past forty now. He says this doesn't matter as the serum adjusts the aging process to that of the Equine genus.
I've lived a long time as a rational human and giving that all up for even joining Daniel's world one could maybe understand. My parents are deceased, I have no brothers or sisters, and without Daniel's Father I'm alone.
I guess all things put in there place the one thing that worries me most is as a mare being mated. My Husband was a kind man and when we pleasured ourselves it happened in a soft and loving manner.
Since the offer I've read some on the nature of Equine courtship and the obvious end result. As a stallion mounts his mate he pokes at her sex till the tip touches a moist spot. I checked some porn video sights and they show the stallion ram it's penis into the mare. A saw them thrust hard and rough seven or eight times. The stallion bucked his pelvis as the load shot into the mare. I watched as the mares jumped from the surge and then hung their heads being submissive.
How the mounting and a stallion delivers makes me think I'd find this so exciting. A euphoria feeling could over time turn me to total instinctive life as a Brod mare. This could ruin my relationship with Daniel as the entire reason for me being a mare was to be near him. I have also thought of one thing worse, if my Daniel becomes enthralled with me he might make me a conquest. I would not wish to be mated to my Son, please if this comes about, don't!
My Daniel is a Dartmoor breed and the Professor is always talking about Exmoor or New Forest breeds, is there a difference?
I would ask about the new pony breed the Professor suggested but I can't find any info or pictures. (Devon Shires)
Before I choose please write me with info and or photo's about the stable.
Sincere Thanks,
Sybil