The heat of that wild first moments sent waves of passion throughout by new body. I shivered and shuddered as his shaft stroked in and out. Passion for the new raw feelings was working it's way upon my mind.
I pressed my rear back making that stud bury his cock so deep I wanted to scream. His huffing with each thrust soon had me joining him in a chorus of bestial joy.
Then it came, first one and then another. Blank thoughts, instincts, patterns of predetermined actions to feelings. I whinnied aloud, again and again as the stud joined me in a new chorus.
One can only imagine the view of two Shetland ponies in the heat of that moment. Two new ponies making use of what they were given and what they felt or wanted.
Minutes became hours and in time all thoughts of human desires and human plans ceased. I stood about grazing and filling my round belly with the abundant green grass. I looked over to see my lover and stallion now mounting another mare, care care not at all. He huffed aboard the mare and made me turn to look only to watch his cock, it's flared out head jabbed into that mare in a harsh move.
I watched and part of me could not believe the monster's cock that was going in her was once in me! I turned to stand near and looked up at the stallion's face. He looked down his upper lip curled around, white buck teeth showing, he shook his head.
Backing away to a safe distance I continued to watch till something inside me urged me back to graze. Then days and weeks, months and years passed me by. Time was only now and with the now was those bestial urges to do and be whatever the moment demanded. I dropped foals, and more foals! I mated with stallions and some human males that often jumped the fence.
I look back as one lays here on barn floor. Words of my owner have all lost any meaning. The sounds are soft and fill me with strange feelings of comfort in this my time of pain. Each breath is a struggle and I remember those times in the pasture of play and frolic.
I look up as a human comes closer. I whinny a friendly thought as he kneels by my shoulder. His words are soft but totally without meaning.
Then as if a moment of rational thought crawls out of my degraded brain, I realize what he plans to do!
A wild screaming whinny charges out of my mouth as the seringe enters my skin.
"NO, please no let me...........live!" I think and think clearly as the clear liquid exits the needle.
"There Sam she will slip away in peace, no pain, no cares, I will have the truck come and pick up her body!" said the Vet as I listen and the injection eeks away that which I held so dear.
To one side stands my stallion, his cock out and flared he masturbates his inner thrill. I hate him, not a care for me in his hollow head! Now as I he stands only dreaming of what he was and lusting for those few moments when two are as one.