Except she was.
I put Staci in my own grade, she went to the same school as me now.
A horrible decision. She was still deathly afraid of me.
I heard it from my friend Marc the other day. "Hey man, how come Staci always looks at you like she's seen a ghost or something?"
I shrugged "women". I feel sorry for her honestly, she has a real trouble fitting in in high school.
Staci Blutz is the hottest girl I know. She's athletic, graceful and mature. And yet, somehow, she manages to be a total freaking nerd.
It has to take talent to be this much of a social misfit.
First of all. She's a teacher's pet. She always does her homework is always on time, she never breaks the rules, and when the class gets rowdy she gives them an angry stare.
That doesn't make you popular. Even the teachers think she's a killjoy suckup. She has this weird compulsion to always play straightlaced and correct.
I have been thinking lately, maybe it's some last act of defiance, maybe she feels that I haven't truly broken her as long as she keeps that element of her former self in tact.
It's been bugging me. I get the feeling that behind those scared eyes is some sort of warrioress, unbroken. She's getting in my way.
But I don't want to just magic her mind away. That'd be cheating. Besides, it wouldn't be the real Staci Blutz anymore, I wouldn't have had the chance to break the great Blutz.
No. Her mind must stay the same. But I need to change the environment. I need her to give up on her pride and become anything I want her to be. But how.