Benjamin's heart was racing, even though he wasn't moving. He wasn't even breathing. The teen held his breath as he stared at the screen of his computer, imagining what he could do with this. Dare he fulfill his most erotic and dangerous fantasy?
Benjamin realized that he'd been holding his breath and let it out, then started to change the settings on himself and his reality. He couldn't believe he was actually going to do this to himself. It made him so nervous, but at the same time, so excited.
He was a shy boy. Very shy. Standing in front of class with a presentation left him a stammering mess. He couldn't start up a conversation with a stranger, or sometimes even with an acquaintance. But despite all this, humiliation was his biggest turn on ever. He'd snuck off several times to the local forest at the dead of night and walked around naked almost hoping someone would spot him. He'd even gone to the very edge of the forest and thought someone walking their dog might have spotted him for a moment. It was such a thrill.
He'd often had the dream of showing up to class and realizing he was naked, accept it wasn't quite a nightmare. Well, yes it was, but it was also a heavenly dream. He was always kind of disappointed when he inevitably always woke up with a start and a raging boner the second he realized that he wasn't waring anything.
Once he'd stripped naked in the boy's bathroom at school and tried to make himself step out into the hallway, just for a moment. But he was too much of a coward. It had even been after school hours with virtually no one left in the building and he still hadn't dared. Doing the deed was so much harder than just planning it. But once he finished this program on the chronivac, he'd have no choice.
His fingers shook as he typed and clicked. Every keystroke further sealing his doom. Half his mind was yelling at him to stop while he still could, but his other half was pushing him on. He just had to ignore his more reasonable side for a few more minutes and it wouldn't matter.
There, he clicked save. A timer started. Ten minutes. Benjamin quickly brushed his teeth, then stripped off all his clothes and jumped under the covers. He never usually slept naked. He was too nervous someone in his family would came wake him and see. His heart was racing now. If he hadn't put it into the chronivac, he knew he'd never be able to sleep because of the thrill, but as soon as the timer went out, he'd fall into a peaceful slumber. And by the time he woke up in the morning, the chronivac would have eraced all knowledge of it's existence as well as the memory of his sadistic prank on himself from his mind. He'd be helpless in it's power and he wouldn't understand why. No guilt. Just amazing, helpless humiliation.
He looked over at the timer on the computer, fidgeting under his covers. He still had time to abort. 30 seconds. He should abort. 20 seconds. This was his last chance to stop the horrible, kinky things that would befall him. 10 seconds. This would change his life forever. Was he ready? With only four seconds remaining, Benjamin lost his resolve, like he always did. He scrambled out of bed to go click the abort button. His feet tangled in the blankets and he tripped. Quick as he could, he reached for the mouse. The timer hit zero. Benjamin went out like a light, collapsing naked onto the floor. When he awoke, he would be an unwitting victim of his past self. For better or for worse. With no memory of what he'd done.