You remember that you must have dropped it when your pussie formed. So you search around that area. Then, you hear a crunch. You look down and realize that you stepped on the flashlight. You pick it up in shock. Suddenly it hits you, now you'll never see your dick again! You immediately search the internet for instructions on what to do in this circumstance. You find nothing. You try to find the instructions for the device and then realize that it never had any. Then you look over at the busted flashlight, and see that somehow, out of its broken bulb, a purplish light is shining. You desperately take it and point it at your pussie, hoping that it will revert the change. Suddenly you see your vagina beginning to close up. You rejoice, until you realize that no penis is forming. All you see is the small hole that you peed from earlier. Besides that tiny little hole, there is nothing. Unable to pull the light away due to your shock, you feel the ovaries in your abdomen shrink down to nothing. The light goes out, for good. Every organ in your body related to birth and sex is gone. All that's left is a forest of pubic hair, surrounding a small hole from which to pee from. You rub the spot where your vagina had just dissapeared, and where your penis and testicles where before that, desperately trying to stimulate it in some way. Nothing happened. You try shoving anything you can find up your butthole only to find that you can feel nothing except whatever you found scraping the insides of your asshole. You cry for hours after that, knowing that you will never feel sexual pleasure again. Your girlfriend does not come back. You look out the window later, and see her in the park next to your dorm, being proposed to by her boyfriend. You two were never together. Without genitalia you have never had the confidence to ask anyone out. Anytime you got undressed in locker rooms, you could feel the eyes of everyone in the room on your flat crotch. You live the rest of your life unspeakably horny. Your genitals may be gone but your desire for sexual pleasure is not. Unable to satisfy yourself in any way you grow even more horny by the day. Until one day you can't handle it anymore, and you jump off a bridge. Unfortunately, you survive. After several more attempts at your life, you are put in a white padded room with your arms trapped in a straight jacket. You slowly drive yourself insane with thoughts of sex and masturbation that you can never have while they study your strange anatomy. And ponder how you could have been born like this.