You think nothing of it and you and go back upstairs into your bedroom, your sisters door is open, the usual sight, purple and white walls with matching furniture nothing too girly, you kind of like the style of it and get kind of jealous even though it is designed for a girl. You shake the thoughts of your head and go into your room, white walls, woodern furniture, overall pretty boring but you never cared too much about how your room lools, you turn on the pc and start browsing the internet.
You keep clicking through the pages and end up clicking on a ad that wakes your interest, it's weird maybe your sister was on your pc but it was an ad for a website for women's clothing. You scroll through and the same jealousy that you had when you were looking at your sisters did hit back again. You try to get these thoughts out of your head. "You can't have this, you are guy, there is fun stuff for guys too isn't it?" You try to call back things you like but there was nothing but video games, you feel ashamed that you have these thoughts, you are guy, you have to be masculine, you have to...
Your thoughts are interrupted by your sister calling you down for the pancakes she made, you leave the room. You sit down at the kitchen table and your sisters serves you the pancakes. "Here you go, I know it's weird that I made breakfast for you but I have seen that you were pretty sad lately" you nod and thank her. You actually felt bad for quite a long time now, you don't really know why though. "Anyways eat up, I hope I didn't mess it up, I will go upstairs, if you want to talk then you can come to me" she said. You eat up and put the dishes away. You decide to...