For Anyone Who Will Find This............ Date August 24, 2008
9 days, it aches.... I can't deny it anymore, this feeling. I have a vagina. Martha please understand that if you find this journal, listen to these words. I love you! You're the woman of my dreams! Everything I'm about to say is this Cabins fault, not mine. It fucking aches. God even now when I sit, Is this what a normal woman feels like? It happend after our last encounter. It's not just masturbation, it's anything sexual that changes you. Underneath my balls, is a pink vagina. We need to focus on getting out of here.
Sophia asked me this Morning "Is this happening because we hunt", No! I have no regret for any of the deer that's been slain by my hands. It's life, it's the foodchain. I would rather believe its the government or aliens, than believe it's a forest curse. While we are on the conversation of things that piss me off, why are there no clothes here? Nothing! I counted 5 closets in the cabin, all empty. Only clothes in the cabin are the ones on our backs right now. My clothes stink, so do hers. How long can we wear the same dirty clothes?
It aches.... I now know what her change was. She has fur along her waist. Same color as her tail, and my tail. Orange color, with a little bit of white. I have glimpsed at it when she bends over. Now this scares the shit out of me. I had a....... Good view of her when we had sex, I didn't notice any fur? She might have masturbated, and changed again. I still haven't even seen the change she should have had when we had sex. This is happening so fast, GOD MY PUSSY ACHES. Im scared Martha. Really fucking scared.