For Anyone Who Will Find This............ Date August 26, 2008
I'm writing so soon, only because of my change. The hot shower, it just felt so good. I leaned against the shower wall, and rubbed my pussy. Fully explored it's walls. Between the warm water, and the warmth emanating from the vagina, It was incredible. Don't even get me started with the orgasm! This was the wakeup call I needed! My shock when I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. My ears, Fuck it still pisses me off. They are the most obvious transformation ever. Two trianges of orange/white combination fur, I dropped my soap when I saw this.
The sound of the soap rang in my new ears. Sounds were amplified with these doe ears, that same orange fur now sticking out of my head. This was a huge moment. How can Sophia resist this lust, if she sees me giving in? It's like a husband that smokes, of course you will smoke too. I need to be stronger than this! I can't hide these ears, they are humiliating, but that's what makes them so good. These are a constant reminder that I fucked up.
I have a plan. Wandering around in the woods, gets us nowhere. I think we have been seeing this wrong the entire time. We dont need to find our way out, but we need to Solve our way out! Humans aren't doing this, that much I know. I can just imagine we are a part of some gameshow hosted by Aliens. "Tune in nextime, When these two Humans, continue to transform into deer!", or something like that. We have to look at our surroundings. Something has to be out of place. Read every book, examine every tree. Because if we dont.....
This Journal is my safe place. I will reduce my own tension with the words I right down. Sophia is so attractive, I would never admit this, unless it was in this journal. Her lips, that gorgeous hair, it drives me to lust for her. Lately she has started pulling her hunting pants down to accommodate that orange faun tail. I can't help, but stare at her buttcrack..... God I'm so sorry for saying that. This is why we need to change our approach. There has to be a way out of here.... I'm sure of it!