For Anyone Who Will Find This............ Date September 1, 2008
We made a huge discovery! I'm not used to writing about anything good that's happened to us. The Big Dipper! This is a star constellation that is viewable from Minnesota. These stars are something I've been gazing at my entire life, even with my Grandpa. So many moments have been spent, just looking up at the cosmos, especially when hunting! This proves we are still in Minnesota, and maybe on my property? Last time I checked, lions don't roam the fucking woods of Minnesota.
There were some other constellations that were noticeable. The big dipper was the confounding one. Stars normally line up, and resemble a pan handle. This was wrong though, it barely even looked like what it should. It looked like a spear, or a diagonal line!. This was the first breakthrough! This was like a scavenger hunt. Sophia's instinct was to check if there was a book in the cabin related to the dipper. There are a lot of books in this cabin. Books are here, so why aren't clothes? Fuck it still pisses me off........
She found it! A book about the dipper. 50 page National Geographic booklet on it. This can't be a coincidence, this could be our first step out of here! We will read this booklet, Cover to Back. First page to last. This is what we need to do. Being active is the key to abstinence. I hate deer........ There I said it! I have never liked them, and never will. Having family members die in a carcrash, caused by a deer, doesn't make me feel much pity when I kill one. This is still my property!!! Remembering that still makes my blood boil.....