I looked at the time, I needed to get to school, even without genitals I still had responsibilities. I'd never fuck again probably, but neither would anyone else, I had to just take this day by day until I can find some way to return to normal.
I put on all the clothes I normally did but I couldn't find any panties. I realized that with no genitals there was no reason to wear underwear, still it felt uncomfortable to walk around commando under my skirt. I felt so exposed, and at the same time I could clearly feel that I didn't have genatalia.
On the subway things were just as strange. Everyone could see my sexless crotch, but I just had to remind myself this was normal and did my best to get to school.
At school things were mostly normal. Showering before gym made things strange though, it was completely co ed. Everyone was just standing around nude. I kept staring at a guy I liked, it was amazing seeing him naked but weird seeing him dickless.
After being without release for awhile and seeing all those naked people, I eventually slipped into the bathroom to try and play with myself. I poked at my sexless crotch, tried to do something with my pee hole but that didn't do anything. Tried to rub my pubes, that felt like something, not orgasmic but still sexual. I turned on some porn and started rubbing and playing with my hairs as fast as I could, it was very little pleasure but it was something.