You look at the doctor, he says, "shall we begin?" And you nod in agreement.
He explains that he's giving you a drug that will prevent you from feeling pain as he injects it into your arm. Even without pain, you'll still feel what's happening.
You're asked to remove your clothes and do so. You feel so cold and vulnerable, anything could be done to you like this.
You're laid down on a table and you begin to feel a your breasts be opened up. It's a very weird feeling, a part of you being painlessly opened up. You can feel your chest shrink as the fat is removed. Slowly you can no longer feel one part then another until all you have is loose skin, the skin is then also cut away.
You feel just a flat boyish chest, it's strange and frustrating not feeling any breasts when you know there should be breasts. It's so strange and empty. You can feel the strange flatness, the absense of features you know should be there. Your body feels so wrong.