“I have to do this,” Josh thought. “I had always crushed on Alex but I never expected him to be into me. I can’t push him away because I’m scared,” Josh thought.
In the past, Josh had actually gotten several compliments about his appearance. But he knew that he was a freak and always thought those people were just making fun of him. He remembers about a year after his dick and balls began to grow to insane lengths a girl pretended to like him before humiliating him in front of other students. “Ew I can’t believe you were stupid enough to believe someone would want to date you, freak.” Those words stung, even now. Josh kept a close circle of friends and family and had resigned himself to being single for the rest of his life, happy that he even had friends at this point.
Josh’s mom called him down for dinner. Josh heads down and almost bumps into his dead on the upper stairway. “Sorry,” Josh said, “just really hungry.”
After descending the stairs Josh went to the dining room chair. Same as this morning, he pushed in his seat too far and crushed his balls on the table.
“Fuck,” Josh winced.
“Language,” Josh’s dad said sternly.
“Sorry sorry, I’m just not used to this new dining table. Old one was taller,” Josh replied. “More room for…. Well you know.”
Josh’s dad looked at Josh and chuckled a bit. “I’m sorry too, probably should have gotten better measurements so you’d fit better.”
After a few minutes of catching up and talking about their days, Josh popped the question.
“Hey, so you know my friend from online Alex? Well he lives about an hour away and invited me to hang out next weekend. Can I borrow the car and go?” Josh asked politely.
“I’m not sure sweetie, an hour away? We know who Alex is, I’ve heard you guys talk on the phone before, but I’m worried about that distance,” said Josh’s mom worriedly.
“I think it’s a good idea, actually,” responded Josh’s father. “He’s 17, doesn’t get into trouble, Josh has a good head on his shoulder. And I like the idea of you socializing in person over online,” he continued.
“You’re right. I at least want the address and you better text and confirm you’ve made it and check in every day, okay,” Josh’s mom acquiesced.
“Of course I definitely can do that, thank you so much.” Josh finished his meal and continued, “I’m gonna go upstairs and tell him I can go. Thank you so much!” Josh went and hugged both of his parents.
While upstairs, Josh texted Alex and told him he could go.
This week went by so slowly for Josh. He tried to keep busy with schoolwork but he was always distracted, thinking of the weekend.
“We’ve only kissed before, will we go all the way,” Josh kept thinking. Josh had no idea if he could even have traditional sex with someone - his dick was too big for penetration but he knows he at least can cum, even though masturbating was a time consuming process for him.
Josh’s other concern was his body hair. Josh comes from a long line of hairy men and had a decently covered front and even a bit of hair on his shoulders and upper back. He also had a bush but that was mostly drowned out by his dick.
“Should I shave? Alex knows I’m hairy, he’s seen my chest hair at least,” Josh pondered.
Ultimately deciding it was too much work, Josh kept the body hair. The rest of the week passed.
Josh packed his bags, hugged his parents, and made the drive out on that Friday after school.
The whole ride, Josh’s heart was pounding. He also kept smiling to himself.
Josh pulled into Alex’s driveway, and Alex rushed out to greet him.
“Hey handsome, nice to see you in person,” he said, leaning down to kiss Josh. “Where are you bags, I’m gonna be a good host and grab them for you,” he continued.
Josh maneuvered out of his car and went inside.