It was the next morning, and I have been awake for around 2 hours now with this small stupid body, with it use to getting up at 6am for dad's stupid exercise routines for Sam's now my gymnastics and such, but dads letting me have this morning off, with me not wanting to do any morning, but said I am going to need to start them (training after dinner tonight!)
And well I don’t really know how I feel about it right now, with last night, me and Sam having a go at each other like always, even now with us both in each other's bodies and I even found myself calling him ogre brains what he would normally call me!
What I think shocked me more than him, with not even meaning to say such a thing, and it just coming out. After that I went to my room, with dad coming saying that I need to go to my Sams room, and how that is going to be my room for now on, I tried to fight him but he just grabbed me and lifted me off the ground reminding me of how small and light I now am, and took me to Sams room, now my new room.
And well I am not happy with myself for doing this, but I have been playing with my hair for about 2 hours now and have been making faces in the small mirror in Sams room, and laughing at them, with now being up for around 3 hours and it is only 8am!
I wanted to avoid Sam in my body, but if I have gotten his sleep pattern getting up at a stupid early time, then he most has mine now and is likely still asleep and he will be in till around 11am to 2pm, so I don’t know what to do, my body felt awake like I have never felt before, it felt nice like this and I wanted to move, like run and jump around, and the more time I stay locked up in Sams room the more I am thinking of running to dad and asking him to let me do Sam's practises now remembering him doing them yesterday, with him doing hand stands on one hand and front flips and back flips, and thinking I might be able to do that now and, and now finding it would be so cool it would be to do so! What must be this body making me think so!
I sat here in Sam's... now my bed looking into the mirror not knowing what to do, I put now my long hair in to two pony tales, I did it because it looks funny and... and I have kept it like this, for one it is keeping it out of the way ,and two I want to see Sam’s reaction, knowing he is going to get annoyed, and for some reason finding that a fun idea, knowing mum will yell at him for shouting at me, now I'm Sam her baby and favourite.
And yes I know that is what Sam would do to me, and I now I am acting like Sam, when I said I would do everything I can not to yesterday, but it’s hard, I actually like having long hair now, and I love how light and flexible I feel, no pain anywhere in my small body, I even managed to put my feet behind my head when I started to mess around in front of the mirror thinking it is a funny idea, with only feeling I nice stretch in my legs doing so, and no pain at all, and now I can’t keep my eyes from drifting over to Sams “boys unitard”, what mostly looked like, skin tight white shorts what was connected to what looked like a bleus tank top, but looked like itis made out of some sort of elastic material.
I know if I did put it on, I would be giving myself up to Sam's body's personality, and I might not get myself back! but If I don’t will it really keep me as me? because last night showed that I am already talking like Sam, and him like me, with him calling me a shrimp, and me calling him ogre brains, and I felt more and more, like I really want to just put on the BOYS unitard, and run to dad and ask him to teach me what Sam normally gets taught by him, feeling the energy inside this small body begging me for it, and my own curiosity it wanting to know if I can do all of Sam's athletic routines and tricks now I got his body, but what to do?
stay sitting here an till mom or dad decides to check on me or just try and live this life like my old one, or put the unitard on and go to dad and embrace being Sam if I have to, with doing such a thing might now make me 100% like Sam but maybe a new Sam?
After 10 minutes or so, I decided to...