You a feral raccoon..You are eating out of a trashcan. You hate it but you have no other option. You need to eat. You weren't always a raccoon. But yes you were always a raccoon. No. You started life as a human. But you didn't. You never were human. You were always a raccoon. Confused yet? It's very confusing. You Were a human no matter reality says; you won't were always a raccoo. You know that no matter what anything or anyone says; even yourself. Years ago it all happened. You had slowly started becoming a raccoon. No Matter What Anything Says It Happened. You Weren't Always A Raccoon. You Were Human. So you remember it all again.
Years ago (no matter what anything or anyone says (even you)....
You awoke & saw your feet when they hit the floor. You had raccoon feet. The hell?! Dad poked his head in & told you to get dressed. You knew he saw your raccoon feet; but he didn't react. You went to say something about them but all that came out was "Ok dad." You were very confused by that. Why didn't you say anything about your clearly raccoon feet to him? And this was the first time got the thought 'Why would he react to your raccoon feet? You always had them.' You were confused by that. You knew that was wrong, but wasn't. It made no sense to you. As much sense to you that you had no shoes or socks because you never worn any ever. You got dressed & then left for school. At school no one reacted to your raccoon feet at all. It was normal to them; because it was apparently. The next day you awoke to find you had a raccoon tail. You also discovered your pants, & underwear are modified for it. And no saw it as not normal for you to have a raccoon tail. Why would they? Apparently you (a human) having raccoon feet & a raccoon tail is normal. And your brain told you that you always had a a raccoon tail & raccoon feet. You knew that was wrong but somehow it isn't. Before 3rd period class (which is math) you headed into the restroom. You ran over everything so far. You are a that has a raccoon tail & raccoon feet. That is normal. You have never worn any shoes or socks. You can't say anything about having raccoon feet & a raccoon tail is not normal. You looked in the mirror & saw your eyes. They weren't human eyes. They were raccoon eyes you were sure. This is when the horrifying realization occurred. You are day by day becoming more raccoon. No one is noticing because every change is how you have always been. You are sure you will continue to become more & more raccoon by the day intill you completely become a raccoon. A feral wild raccoon; and had always been that. And no one will know you not even your parents because they never have known you because you were just a raccoon; and not your parents. You now saw you couldn't even show your fear or anything of what's happening to you. The hell? You do wonder how your life will start to change as you become more & more raccoon & less human. And how long you before you aren't a person anymore. You had always got before you have been nothing but an animal.
You really don't want to be a raccoon. You hate the animal. But you are becoming one. But there's nothing you can do about it. You Are Becoming A Raccoon.
[Did I lose a bit of height? Did I shrink some?] You thought unsure.