Jennifer spent nearly minutes searching for any type of clothing she could wear but it seemed there was nothing. As if every piece of wearable clothing was gone. Was this normal? Jennifer scratched back of her neck and started to feel weird as her vision begun to wave like a ocean water. Jennifer's memories of her standards of living had changed with the new reality. To her it has always been like this so there was no reason to worry, right? On the mirror she was amazed how much she and her mother looked a like, and just like that, the yesterday's memories flashbanged inside her head. Seeing distorted images her watching her mother secretly through peep holes she had made and sometimes listening her mother's activities in great detail. Was this what she wanted in the first place? Seeing her mother sitting on the toilet felt different. Jennifer's legs begun to tremble as she was imagining her doing... No, that's wrong... Jennifer had to act normally but she couldn't for some reason. What was normal at this point anymore...
Jennifer's body was shaking violently as she thought about her alternative futures and the ways she could grow up different... The temptation had gotten worse. She knew how wrong everything was but at the same time her lust was controlling her life. She had done irreversible actions in the past that came to haunt her. The pandora's box had been opened, Jennifer's 18-year-old mind was maturing her younger self at alarming rate and her left arm was acting on it's own. Jennifer had vision of her younger self now being mentally older than she was. Jennifer struggled to keep her own body intact as her mind was in shambles. There was two Jennifer's competing for control of the body. All of this was wrong but she wanted to continue and seek that satisfaction. No. We need to act more normal. The odd spikes in her thinking was driving her crazy as she had to do... No, she couldn't... She wouldn't, she... Jennifer's identity had been broken as their minds were slowly merging together. She couldn't accept this part of herself. Who was the older one at this point. Maybe it was wrong from her to open the door and maybe it was wrong her to listen to her mother's singing lessons or maybe... Lot's of mays and ifs filled Jennifer's mind as the curse was breaking her sense of self. The forbidden apple had reached Jennifer and she had taken a bite of it. She was going to hell if she continued her path like this. Sadly half of her body was ready to disregard everything and throw her head first into the world of lust.
Jennifer could only conclude that she wasn't thinking straight and decided to take a break on top of the trusty mattress. Taking long deep breaths in and out as she closed her eyes for a moment. In that small moment she had let her guard down.