Dan came home from work and found Sean crying. He had noticed Sean had been acting "different" for a few months now. Sometimes Sean would act really bitchy over the stupidest things. Sometimes it seems like he would just start crying over nothing at all. And a few weeks back, Dan had come in to find Sean eating a banana split with pickles instead of bananas. Ya, something is definately strange, Dan thought to himself.
And it wasn't just that. They hadn't fucked as much lately. Dan sensed that Sean just couldn't deal with it as much. There were a few times when Sean accused Dan of not finding his pussy attractive any more. Dan just grinned and showed Sean his big boner the first time, and then Sean turned around and accused him of only wanting sex. Sean stormed to his bedroom and closed the door, leaving Dan standing with his mouth hanging open in total incomprehension.
But the strangest part was... Dan found his feelings changig for Sean, and it scared him. Dan wasn't gay, but he found himself staring at Sean sometimes, and thinking of how beautiful Sean was. He had put on a little weight, but even that seemed beautiful. Dan found himself feeling very protective of Sean. He wanted to be with him, to hold him... and as if that wasn't confusing enough for the straight guy, it didn't seem to be about sex any more. He really loved Sean.
Jay wasn't due back from work yet - today was his late day. And Sean hadn't heard dan come in. So Dan stood quietly by the door for a moment. Then, closing it without a sound, he walked over and sat down next to Sean.
Sean looked up, and wiped his tears. "Oh... hey, I didn't hear you come in."
Dan just smiled at him warmly and wiped a tear off one of Sean's cheeks. "You ok, Sean?"
"No of course I'm not ok -" Sean started, then stopped himself, realizing he was attacking when he saw something in Dan's eyes he hand't seen before. Genuine love. Sean stared crying again. "Oh, I'm sorry Dan. I've been so fucked up lately..."
Dan put a consoling arm around Sean. "Hey, I love you... whatever it is, you can tell me." Dan surprised himself, but the words just came out naturally. He didn't understand, but somehow he knew it was true and that it had to be said now.
Sean stopped crying, and looked Dan in the eyes. "Dude... you... you love me?" Sean felt a mixture of emotions bubbling inside. "But you're a guy... and I'm a guy... and..."
Dan sighed happily, shaking his head. Then like a dam breaking, the words started gushing out and Dan simply couldn't stop himself. "I know, I know... I can't make any sense of it either, and to be honest... wow... I can't believe I'm telling you this, but... it's really true... I do love you, I just know how I feel. I don't know if that makes me gay, I mean at first it was just your pussy I liked - I mean, you know, I'm a guy... and you're a guy... and I'm not gay. Or, well, I don't know what I am now. All I know is... I love you Sean, and whatever it is, I want to help... I want us to be together." Dan stopped, he felt as if he was holding his breath, wondering if Sean was going to hit him (Sean might have a pussy, but he was still a guy and had a mean left hook) or start yelling, or start crying and storm away. He never expected what Sean did do.
"I love you too, Dan." Sean leaned forward and kissed Dan tenderly on the lips. Dan returned the kiss, Sean's touch was electric. Something about Sean had definately changed... he just seemed... well... glowing. Sean sat back, gazing into Dan's eyes, with a lovesick smile, but also with a little fear in his eyes. "I have something to tell you Dan... and it's going to change our lives."
"What is it," Dan asked, concern growing. Sean hesitated, but Dan pushed, "Please, you can tell me, whatever it is we'll get through it together."
Sean had never cried and laughed with joy at the same time before... but he did now. "I'm pregnant, Dan."
Dan sat in shock for a moment. He felt a little dizzy, almost as if his entire life was passing before him. Then the dots started connecting, and everything made sense. He sat in stunned quiet for a whole minute.
"Dan?" Sean asked, now feeling more anxious. "Please say something."