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Pleasure Island
Disgruntled Belonging
Strange feelings, as I slowly scramble about on uncoordinated legs, moving to turn and watch as the two satyrs eye me and then turn round and with due haste, they leap and gallop off to rejoin the ever-ongoing-orgy.
A feeling or euphoria wells up in me! As after all the wild sexual romp and or abuse the satyr clan did to me I felt sated and satisfied it was over, done. Truly my greater wish was to try and forget what all they did to defile me. I gave a sighed feeling of relief, glad that I had my wish granted. Elated that I might then return to the real world, a place of proper thinking and reasoning rules rather than deluged in a Hell of immoral living.
To look ahead of me lies a rock clefted pathway, it leading me back to the real world and all that would feel so perfectly righteous. I thought then of returning home, of sitting comfortability in my favored lounge chair and drifting off into some relaxing slumber.
My desire to return home and be away from those horny goat creatures began to change some the closer I came to where the rocky cliffs become open grassy plains.
Soon then I catch a breeze of fresh open plain air; it stirring in me the delight then to be free, to choose, and eager to rejoin the sane world of the living.
Happy and enthused, I step along and with the wafting breeze there comes with it an occasional scented reminder of those Satyress queens of sex. I think it odd for a man, the realization of knowing a female by her scent was something the Satyrs had, but never once had such attested my nostrils.
Shaking my head to try and ignore that what I felt such disgust for coming so close to being as one of those bestial sex creatures. I ignore the scents, returning to think of when I get home and of how everybody there will welcome me with open arms and friendly gestures.
I become all giddy inside, and while walking onward there comes this strange sensation, one I felt when as a satyr, but now it seems more pronounced, heavier, and would wag with my every striding step.
Reminded of the sensation and delight, the wonder and thrill of when being soon a satyr I might have then those huge, big testicle furry balls. As if then expecting to see my hand reach down and cup the big balls of a goat or the smaller package of a man, I stop and stand for a moment. Try as I might, I could not force a reach back and up that far. Flexing what felt like my arms, they seemed workable, but not in the same manner of movement and direction. I pondered my very being for that one slight moment, until with horrible reality setting in I realized that the Master Satyr, Cedius had cursed me, he told me I did not belong there, but would do me worse than to be as a satyr.
Sudden fear welled up inside of me, and remembering my blatant wanted desire to return to live with human kind, of the choosing for myself of who I will give my love, and the giving of pleasuring that dwelt in my loins. My fear turns to a sense of anger for the misgivings of Cedius and his band, I think of them as devilish satyrs all!
Undeniable then in my mind, I know I should have stood my ground, been forthright, and looking Cedius in the eyes, make my one demand the only thing I wanted; to return to being the man I was once!
Foolishly, I had looked down, felt humiliated by not wanting what might some men, if they had that choice offered as had I; but like a lamb led to sheering I stood dumbfounded and silent. The many grouching words had voiced all there of my disgust and hatred for how they made me feel. Since then came upon me the elated feeling of renewed freedom, a sense of such that bade me to forget the Satyr clan; as if my denial of their delights were as a smoking gun as it were! Striding steadily forward I find myself entering then the grassy high plains and with every breath I take, the breeze helps me to forget, put behind me all that is not of what I want, like, and feel is mone to enjoy.
I took a deep breath into my lungs and then with the wanton scream of elation of my freedom I bellowed to the world of my being there, ready to rise up and make something all mankind shall remember for years to come.
"Muroooooooooooooooooooooooooo...!" Stunned by the foolish sound of me bellowing like that, I let the cry echo out into the plain, trees, and hills beyond. Disturbed by my ears heard it well, my brain recognized it.
Disgraced in my hope to join human kind, Cedius sent me packing alright, but with leaving the sanctity of their mountain glade, my animalistic self changed, but nary not back to being human; I discovered then the reasons for those strange and sensual sensations. Stunned in horror for what I realized was then me, I stood silent, breathing, and let the breeze sweep over a fur covered body, me then in the bodily form of a bovine bull.
My one great wish was again to be with humans, and well able to choose of all that be female, those I want and wish to mate with, but hopefully as would a man, but instead I stand ogling myself, this what I am is undoubtedly a bull!
As not long after I entered the high plain pasture a lassoed rope caught me, and from then to now I stood captured and held against my reasoning. The being as is a bull has few thrilling times each month; mostly I stand as would a bull eying of those that pass, look, and would wonder what thoughts are held in the mind of a bull. As for that choice and freedom to whom I would grant my love and wish to give of my loins, the farm owners makes that choice for me, he sending into my corral those feeling the urge, the need, and me sniffing, licking at their scent.
Disgust and a sense of humiliation comes as openly and before peers of my kind and those to whom I be but property, I prance, and court, mount and thrust, mating with cows is my only form of impersonal delight!
Sad, I belong with the herd, but down deep, in the back of a mind now more bovine, is that what was the human me, and it cries out, but can only bellow out those wishful hopes in mooing moos.
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