Today at school I had a field trip to a college, I was very excited about it. But the tour was so long and boring, I couldn't pay attention
and had to stop myself from falling asleep. At the lunch I ate alot more than I normally do. I wore one of element shirts. But I don't
remember too much because the blackouts are more and more offten now. I even sat by my old friends today, they kept talking about
how they were done talking to that guy online. Joey kept telling me how I was with them and doing dumb stuff most of the time. I don't
even remember that.
It's weird, it's starting to feel like my mind is a maze and I can't find my way out. Everything confuses me now even basic school stuff. I
keep trying to fight through this but I know I'm too far gone. Joey too he seems a little further along than me. He acts like a skater more
than not, at least I'm still myself 60% of the time. He seems himself about 20% of the time if that. I'm scared I'm gonna lose him too
soon and probably myself.
Nothing else really happened today I don't much to say. Like I said I don't remember much. Now I got a four pack almost six pack so I
guess I'm going to the gym more. That's all for today I hope to have more tomorrow.