Joey is completely gone. I'm afraid I'm next. The blackouts are happening a lot more often. I woke up today and found myself flexing in front of the mirror naked. I mean, I do have a pretty sweet six pack now and my arms are looking pretty buff. It was like I was there but I wasn't. It took everything I had to get away from the mirror and get dressed for school. Its just so boring now, I should be at the gym or the skate park not learning stuff I'll never need. But I have to keep trying. I'm still fighting this. I think. Joey isn't, not anymore. All day he was just a cool skater. When I asked him about before he looked at me like I was crazy. He doesn't remember ever not being a skater.
I keep trying to remember if I've forgotten anything if that's even possible. I know I've always been pretty musculare, dressed kind of cool, maybe not been the smartest guy. Ok so not that much has changed. I'm still good. I'm still me.
My friends kept mentioning a party I'm throwing tomorrow. I don't remember that. I guess I'll just have to go to my party. That's all I've really got to say right now. Sitting on a computer is so boring. Peace.