That morning with Talaru was nothing short of akward, I had fantasised about being a naked with a native in the jungle and fucking like monkeys, figures that when I finally in that situation things aren't like I pictured them. First of Jayal being there in the same boat as me, and second after the spectacle that Cobar made us hear last night... well that's the first time I have truly felt like a little boy. And like little boys we had to be breastfed by the only Chiche around.
This was different from the other times that I had fed from Chiche, the Ciont'i women until then were, to put it mildly, not attractive, so the thought of dissociating it from anything sexual was, hard but doable. With Talaru however, she could practically be one year my senior, with perky breast and killer body. Through the morning she busied herself with preparing supper for when Cobar returned, only referring to us again and again to feed of her. We refused for the whole day, by night we were hungry and Cobar yelled at us for rejecting Talaru, apparently hurting her feelings he expected better from us or tomorrow he would whip us, but that night he fucked Talaru again, much to our dismay.
The next morning began like the day before but Talaru left the hut for a while. That's when I learned that while I was simply to flustered to even get close to her. Jayal however had it worse, apparently he always had a crush on her, but since he never passed the trial, he lost his chance.
When she returned she carried something in her basket, she told us, as best I could translate, that she won't let us starve to death, but since we weren't going to feed from her that we could eat those seeds. Jayal objected saying that wasn't tradition, or that if she would let us eat at least we could eat some fruit. She would have none of it, it was either the seeds or to suck her tits.
Defeated we ate the seeds, they tasted a bit bitter but at least we had our fill. Just then Cobar returned, he saw the seeds and yelled something at Talaru, but for the first time in a while I didn't understood anything they said, then everything was a bit of a fuzz but Jayal then crawled onto Talaru and began sucking at her... and it looked so inviting I also wanted to try them, I moved towards her, but I was unable to stand up I landed with my knees and hands, walking was hard. So I also crawled to her, my junk swinging around, I haven't noticed my erection was gone, and I didn't care for it. I was hungry and wanted milk.
The rest of it was a big black-out. Until a morning I woke up and I saw Jayal with a stupid face playing in the mud. I've never seen him do that or no one else save for little kids in the tribe. That's when I noticed that I was sleeping between Talaru and Cobar, all three of us naked, and if I hadn't know better and for the gap between Talaru and me, that Jayal and me slept in the middle. What the hell happened?
Cobar woke up, with a massive morning wood, and saw my frightened face. In very broad terms he told me that I had 'woken up' and that we would wait for 'Jayal' to 'woke up' too before going back to the village.
"He's already woken up to me. Wait what about the exile?" I asked. He told me that it was over, the month had already passed. It's just that we both expended it like Jayal was right now under the influence of the Pakita Seed, our minds became infantile enough for us to forget our shame, and we let Talaru practice how to take care of children. I was without words at that moment, shock was an understatement, and even through my daze I find out that if I tried hard enough I could remember what happened that month.