Noah wrote in the journal, "I remember my history with Jack."
Noah's entire body shuddered as a wave of detailed memories flashed through his head. At first, the memories were innocuous. He vaguely remembered meeting Jack in second grade and sitting with him during school lunches. Then, his more recent, more detailed memories started to hit him. Noah remembered snuggling with Jack on his basement couch. He remembered the first time Jack snuck his hand into Noah's pants. He remembered the smell of Jack's breath and the awkward feeling of not knowing when to breathe while the two of them made out. He then remembered two nights ago when he and Jack had sex for the first time.
Over the next minute or two, the wave of memories and emotions started to calm down. He clenched the notebook tightly and debated what he was going to do next.